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you live in a constant state of feeling guilty
you want to be loved but youre so unsure of what that means
everything you feel towards yourself
wont be remedied by the company of someone else
love and affection is rejection waiting somewhere down the track
feelings will only get in your way
good things dont last and people dont stay
best friends die and good friends leave
youre left alone to grieve
dry heaving  because you drank too much
and you dont really care enough to not do it again
you dont care enough to be your own friend
youre not comfortable by yourself
but you cant stand anybody else
i write as if i'm an observer
but thats a lie
i'll transition from you to i
but it makes me sound less troubled
when i say that youre the one
that wants to die
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Just a thing
i asked myself where my potential went
but it didn't go anywhere
because it was never there
everything i said  i was
was just a lie
because im a failure made out to be the product of a tradgedy
but the truth is
i ruined my own life and i wasted my own time
i destroyed my own mind
the only real tradgedy is that i'm not where i should be
because i keep repeating past mistakes
but i still claim that i cant get a break
i think that i'm so great but i waste my days because i wake up late
i think about feelings way too much
i'm hung up on a selfish love
its one sided and i'm just fucked up
claim that i'm a decent human being
slot machines are more charitable than me
I know this isn't poetry, I don't claim to be anything special.
But I tried my best
I thought i had potential
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Surviving
Surviving. Remind me why.
If this all for nothing I cant understand why I'm still alive.
the headaches and nausea.
the misery, death and regret.
Why do we say we're getting better when all we do is just forget.
No one could fill that hole in our hearts and we all know that better than anyone.
Why do we call it moving on.
if we just chose to block it out
It still plagues us
those memories still kill us inside
but if we're good enough at hiding it maybe it won't feel so bad
What's the use of all the torment that is the mind
and
does the soul exist?
And if the soul really does transcend time, please take mine.
Please take me away
why do we insist on living out pointless lives.
I'd do anything. If it didn't hurt, if it didn't feel like losing everything.
If no one got left behind and if it wasn't so hard...
to just die.
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Literature
The Narcissist
You are the narcissist
You are the only one that matters.
 
your eyes are overflowing with the beauty and horrors of your life.
and Your laugh.
How that twisted noise still haunts me.  
Like the sound of a soul being torn apart
Like a lifetime of dreams shattering.
And you can't help but gaze into those bloodshot eyes.
As damaged as they may be
They still shine with that blue that everyone used to love.
your crooked smile tells of the madness that plagued you long ago.
But you cant help but stare.
Your eyes fixed on a mirror
And you stare all day.
Pacing and posing and creating your own world.
Where you're The epitome of purity and perfection.
You live in a world of fantasy.
Where those trails of dirt you leave behind are gold.
You are everything and nothing.
You love yourself but they all hate you.
They must be wrong, because you're always right.
You are me.
I am the narcissist.
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Literature
Fixed On Stars
I'd like to take you where my mind is quiet
To show you how i work
Who i really am
Where my apathy and anguish fades away.
Where I'm one with these thoughts.
Where I'm myself for once.
A soul with somewhere to reside.
A soul trapped in a body which escapes through a mind
A soul with no answers
but if I repeat the fiction to myself as often as I can I'm sure I'll believe it and call it getting better..
say that this is progress.
I'll find peace in the most chaotic part of myself.
Where the flesh melts away and the blood flows like a stream.
I am a fragment of a shattered dream.
knowing that I tried but accepting that I failed.
Nothing matters now.
It's just the stars and the humming of the city.
I've been in my head far too long now.  
I've lost all hope in myself and all control.
I surrender my eyes to the sky.
My thoughts are gradually but inexorably heading towards their end, never to be heard from again.
Until tomorrow night where I'll see you once more. Same time, same place.
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you live in a constant state of feeling guilty
you want to be loved but youre so unsure of what that means
everything you feel towards yourself
wont be remedied by the company of someone else
love and affection is rejection waiting somewhere down the track
feelings will only get in your way
good things dont last and people dont stay
best friends die and good friends leave
youre left alone to grieve
dry heaving  because you drank too much
and you dont really care enough to not do it again
you dont care enough to be your own friend
youre not comfortable by yourself
but you cant stand anybody else
i write as if i'm an observer
but thats a lie
i'll transition from you to i
but it makes me sound less troubled
when i say that youre the one
that wants to die
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i asked myself where my potential went
but it didn't go anywhere
because it was never there
everything i said  i was
was just a lie
because im a failure made out to be the product of a tradgedy
but the truth is
i ruined my own life and i wasted my own time
i destroyed my own mind
the only real tradgedy is that i'm not where i should be
because i keep repeating past mistakes
but i still claim that i cant get a break
i think that i'm so great but i waste my days because i wake up late
i think about feelings way too much
i'm hung up on a selfish love
its one sided and i'm just fucked up
claim that i'm a decent human being
slot machines are more charitable than me
I know this isn't poetry, I don't claim to be anything special.

But I tried my best

I thought i had potential
Just a thing
Been drinking for like a week and just wrote some dumb stuff at 1am haha

enjoy? I havent written in ages. If its terrible i apologize. 
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